Welcome to my random thoughts diary. Here I dish about philosophy, life, people, and myself. I'll talk about pretty much anything BUT politics here, so have a look and hopefully you'll leave here with something to think about.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

The first step is recognizing you have a problem.

Mood: Happy
Music: Reel Big Fish (seems like every time I post here I'm listening to them doesnt it?)

It's been ahwile since I've updated. Mainly because nothing interesting has happened recently. But I'm feleing bored, so let's get to why we're all here.

Hello. My name is Jon, and I'm addicted to webcomics.

I dunno how it happened really. It probably came about from not having a damn thing to do the past few weeks. I started just by checking out Penny Arcade (arguably the most popular webcomic on the internet). I didn't think I had a problem, but soon I started reading other gaming-related comics, like the always funny Ctrl-Alt-Del, VG Cats, and PvP Online. Soon, one link lead to another and I was hitting general comics more and more, including the ever hilarious Sinfest and Questionable Content. And now I just can't stop.

Don't ever let anyone tell you that there's no such thing as a gateway drug, because one comic just lead to another and another and another.

Hahaha alright. Seriously, theres are some of the funniest comics on the internet if you can tolerate more risque language and subject matter than "Family Circus". *Insert gagging noise here.

I'll share with you some of my favorite moments from these comics:
(You'll probably need to click on the images to read them)

Penny Arcade
About 2/3's of the comics here are gaming related, but some of the funniest ones haven othing to do with video games at all, like this one. The writing and the artwork is amazing. PA is updated MWF.


Ctrl-Alt-Del
Another gaming related comic, except this one revolves more along the lines of a group of gamers and their social interaction with each other (and, of course, the lunatic moron seen here that drives the comic forward). Updates MWF.

VG Cats
One of the best drawn webcomics I've ever seen, VG Cats is a weekly comic dedicated almost solely to Video Game spoofs, like this one pretty accurately describing the violence in Grand Theft Auto.

Sinfest
The first non-gaming related webcomic I got addicted to because of it's absolutely hilarious religious and political satire. The story revolves around a wannabe player and a jailbait hottie and their interactions with each other and God, who, rather than showing his face, frequently employs the use of handpuppets to interact with the characters. Other faces include: The Devil, The Right-Wing Preacher, and a pig which embodies all that is misogynistic. Who couldn't laugh at that premise? Updated daily.

Questionable Content
The newest addition to my list is Questionable Content.
This details the life of Marten his accidental roommate Faye. The story revolves around the humorous love triangle between Marten, Faye, and her best friend, Dora. Lots of jokes about sterotypes and fads, as well as some obscure indie rock references. The writing and artwork is surprisingly well done for a daily comic. The humor is much more subtle than most, and it was hard to get something funny that would make sense up here without reverting to the sex joke. But hey, it's still funny.

Anyway, that's about it for what I've been up to. Hopefully starting school again will take some of this free time off my hands.

Peace

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Well, it's official

Mood: Content
Music: Reel Big Fish (I'm on quite the RBF kick lately)


It's official folks.

I will again be taking up the reigns of political and social issues columnist for The Daily Beacon. My columns will be appearing every Tuesday beginning August 30th.

You can read my past works on The Beacon's website or on my own at <http//web.utk.edu/~jfish>

Thanks to Daily Beacon Editor-in-Chief John Carruthers and congratulations to the other columnists selected this fall:

-Will Hamilton
-Crystal Humphrey
-Daniel Ferguson
-Nate Arthur
-Scott Hendrix
-Patrick Christiana
-Lisa Schol
-Kristin Luna
-Megan Williams
-Jeff Cohran
-Sarah Pevey
-Steven Brooks
-Weslie Jarvis

Over half these guys are relatively new to Page 4, and aside from Nate, Kristin, Megan, and Jeff, I've not seen any of their work before. Graduation left some pretty big holes to fill, including my perennial opponent and friend John Brown. However, according to our editor the competition for Columnist slots was much more fierce than it has been in past years, so the work of the newcomers must be of a superior quality, as evidenced by some previous columnists not selected to return this season. I expect that we'll be a great team and together bring the University of Tennessee an informative and interesting Opinion Page for the fall.

Congratulations and good luck everyone!


PS We have a facebook group called "Beacon Page 4". It's open to anyone and if you ever wanted to talk directly to the columnists and find the phone, e-mail, or letters to the editor too convenient, you can find us there as well.

Monday, August 08, 2005

The Da Vinci Code on Christianity


Mood: Contemplative
Music: Reel Big Fish

I'm in the process of reading Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code (I know, I'm the last person on Earth to pick it up...if you still haven't read it, there may be a couple minor spoilers below, but since I have yet to finish it, I can't exactly tell you the end or anything). Anyway, Dan Brown is a terrible fiction writer. His characters are hackneyed, trite, one dimensional stereotypes; he has a surprisingly limited, monosyllabic vocabulary; and pardon me if I think that since people have been searching for it for millennia it would be nigh impossible to find the holy grail in a single day.

That being said, this guy is nothing shy of a genius. Just because he doesn't have a predilection for strong writing style doesn't mean in any way that he's not smart. This guy has done his research, that's for sure. And wow can he weave an intriguing plot. He's the type of guy that should come up with ideas and perhaps have a strong influence on plot, but let somoene else do the actual writing of the book (kinda like George Lucas).

Anyway, at one point, Mr. Brown, through his main charactrer Robert Langdon, posits the question: if we could disprove a religion, in this case Christianity, should we do it? On the one hand, Christianity is the world's single most influential faith, causing unimaginable levels of generosity and kindness throughout the world. On the other hand, however, Christianity is also responsible for some of the world's most horrendous atrocities in history (and, in many ways, is responsible for the continuation of many atrocities to this day).

Furthermore, what would disproving Christianity do to the people that followed it? Is it better for them to believe a lie? My experience suggests that the latter is correct.

I should point out if you have read The Da Vinci Code, that none of the facts he cites about the founding of the Christian church are inaccurate. There really were over 80 gospels considered for the Bible at the Council of Nicea, where the Bible was compiled. Further, as Brown states, it was far more widely believed that Jesus was a mere human prophet, not divine in any way. Even the claim that Jesus likely had a wife, probably Mary Magdaline (who really was a princess and descendant of the Tribe of Benjamin, not the prostitue that most denominations suggest she was), while not provable, is much more sound theory and much more widely supported historically than his revered bachelorhood.

There are other facts left out that can also make these arguments more convincing. Though 80 were considered, over 240 gospels were reviewed for inclusion at the Council of Nicea. Also, the dating of the Book of Mark is around 60 AD, Matthew: 70 AD, John: 85 AD, and Luke: 120 AD. So unless Matthew was almost a century old (which is impossible considering the dating of his death) it would have been impossible for him to have written the Gospel According to Matthew. Same with the other Gospels. And don't forget The Revelation of John, but it's even worse than the Gospels, despite being one of them ost widely revered books that many Christians base their faith upon. Some dates don't even put it until the third century, over 200 years after John's death. Also, many documents from that time indicate that The TRevelation story is fiction, an account of how it could happen (much like that Left Behind tripe for a previous age). Martin Luther (you know, the guy that basically is responsible for the founding of Protestantism) was so skeptical of the validity of The Revelation, that he almost didn't even include it in his first translation of the Bible.

Anyway, as I've suggested, there are numerous citations in the real world that discredit Christianity as it is today. I'm not saying that Christianity is wrong (nor is Mr. Brown), I'm merely stating that the problem is that what was meant to be a moral compass guiding by allegory has become accepted by many as literal truth. Jesus existed, he was a very great man, and even I believe that he was a prophet of the One God.

However...

What people like Brown and myself want to do is show people that unwavering faith in an institution created by men is complete lunacy. I have news for all of you: the bible did not fall from heaven pre-bound and written in King James English. Men wrote it, men compiled it, and men interpreted it. This is why I warn constantly that taking someone else's interpretation of the bible as your own is not only insane, but its dangerous.

If you've read your Bible - and I mean really read it, not read it through the lenses of your existing faith or the beliefs of your peers and what you hear from the pulpit - you know for a fact that there are problems with what is printed on those pages; forgetting all the problems with how what is in those pages came to be.

I don't want to disprove Christianity. I think the idea of Christianity is great, even based out of what is in the Bible. The problem isn't even interpretation. The problem is omission; "turning a blind eye" to the parts that contradict whatever your personal beliefs are. let's look at a couple examples:
-Like it or not, Jesus despised the acucmulation of wealth. Those that were not willing to give freely of their posessions and money to the less fortunate, even to the point of their own poverty in his name broke the first commandment, for they place money on a station higher than God's will. Even in his time, Jesus understood that the poor were not poor because of their own failings (while not necessarily being required to wind up impoverished themselves, a the implication is that they would be willing to become poor if asked to).
-The main theme of the Old Testament is judgement. However, the main theme of the New Testament (dare I say, the ONLY theme?) is forgiveness and absolution of sin. Jesus speaks of the evil of condemnation repeatedly; "Why do you point out the the speck in one man's eye, when you do not behold the mote in thine own?" or "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" (paraphrased from memory).

Despite this and many other proofs against the institution of Christianity, the majority of these instituions exist undeterred, though much of that is changing in more progressive denominations such as Unitarians, Presbyterians, and to a lesser extent, Methodists and Catholics.

So is it right to disprove Christianity? Well I guess I should clarify. I don't want to disprove it. I want it to be what it was intended to be, not what it has become. The tragedy is the billions of people who are mislead by the corruption of a few. I think that a Christian should love unconditionally, not tell people they are going to hell. I think that a Christian should be happy with a modest, comfortable living, and be willing to give what excess they don't need to those that do. So that is my crusade, I suppose. Yes, Christianity needs to be disproven in it's current form, not because Jesus didn't exist or that I don't believe in God, but because Jesus's message has been tainted by those that came after.

In closing, I want those of you that might have found the above offensive to ponder one thing before getting angry. If you could prove that Christianity as it exists today was the truth, would you? Of course you would. You wouldn't think twice about it, despite utterly ruining the lives of over 3 billion people who have dedicated their lives to other faiths.

Peace

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Self-Destructive Behavior

Mood: Pensive
Music: Foo Fighters

So here's a question: why is it that people who are upset or feeling down for whatever reason do things to themselves that make them feel worse? Why does the teenage girl that think she's ugly cut her forearms? Why does the guy thats just been dumped go and get drunk? Yeah believe me, scars are sexy and there's nothing like a depressant to chase the blues away.

It boggles the mind.

But of course the last thing I need to do is judge. I probably wouldn't be writing this if I hadn't engaged in my own form of self-destructive behavior as of late. I understand why people do these things to themselves: they think the need to be punished. Cutting, drinking, drugging, sleeping with people you don't care about, anorexia, bulemia, binge eating, (binge anything for that matter), obsessing, etc.

Think about it: if that girl thinks she's ugly, there's really no one to blame that on, so her rationalization is that if there's no one to blame, then it must be her own fault. That's why she cuts on herself right after throwing up that salad. If that guy's relationship is over, he gets drunk because he cared about her, and for her to leave him he must have done something wrong, so it must be time to kick himself in the liver and hope to forget.

There's other reasons too, of course. Drinking to forget is a pseudo-logical response, because memory is hampered, but its only short-term memory. He'll not only remember why he was drinking the next day, but that hangover will be a bitch. That girl might sleep around not because she's a slut or a nymphomaniac, but because she thinks that if a guy wants to sleep with her she must be attractive. Of course she'll eventually decide that he did it because he's a guy, not because she's pretty, and that will just start the cycle over again with the extra added bonus of feeling like a whore now too.

My own self-destructive tendencies aren't even what most people would consider harmful, but, as this blog proves, I am a crazy person (see, for example: A Discourse on Love, How Do Women Do It?, A Question of Ethics, A Question of Ethics: Reprise, Something Isn't Quite Right Here..., or Re: Ethics). I wish to God I didn't have this curse of mine that lets me see every side of a situation and could just enjoy the things in my life like everyone else seems to.

Anyway, I put a stop to it, and now I'm wondering if that in itself was a self-destructive behavior. A part of me enjoyed it. Plus, now people are pissed off at me for, yet again, doing the right thing. Sometimes I wonder how some people justify their reality when they get angry with people for doing what they know to be the right thing.

Now I know how Tycho feels (not that I didn't feel this way already lol).

Peace